New GP appt

Scary, unrelenting eye pressure, plus very bad experience with new doctor that is hitting me very hard. I have no time for this, for one false start after another, with these people. I'm in too much pain, etc., to make sense to a doctor or to be seen as someone worth listening to. I felt as if he were on the other side of a tunnel, I noticed that at the time... He has no idea that I'm in such a horribly altered neurological state, as I struggle to think and remember and focus and explain. He probably thinks it's "normal" for me, a sign of craziness, not evidence of a sane person struggling to get past a neurological barrier to communicate. I have to have an advocate.